Too Write or Not to Write...That is the Question..

Sitting here alone in my own personal little space of the house, pondering and playing with the idea of writing a book based on the hellish experiences I have had over the past 14 years. The need to write on this subject does not come from wanting to ruin anyones reputation or revenge, nor does it come from the greed of money. The idea comes from the need to box up the past and place it where it belongs, in the past. For too long I have given energy to these people, to these events. So much so it has taken away from the people I love most, and it has taken from the life I wanted to have. I've only recently realized what all I have scarificed to it, to them. I have also realized that my life is no where near over. As long as there is still a breath in my body, I can make the changes that need to be made to insure the rest of my days are not squandered away. Just my thoughts...On to dream sexy...

Nite Nite All!